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Monday, 19 January 2009

Courageous Canines

I cry for you courageous canines
Loving hands or merciless stares will accompany you
You may lie by the fireplace or curled up, wet from the dew
Some are well fed, some subsist on morsels from the trash can
Some run to play catch, others run from gun-toting men.

I cry for you courageous canines
For some enjoy a pat on the head
While others get a bullet to the head
Some jump, barking excitedly every other moment
Others whimper in painful torment

I cry for you courageous canines
Fortunate ones find their way into loving homes
Unlucky ones into cooking pots, separated flesh from bones
Idiotic rules imposed upon those willing to love you
To banish from the community, stupid requisites aimed at you

I cry for man's foolishness and insolence
Eradicating at will, strays and owned, with illogical justifications
Highly developed brain, yet too dim to understand your emotions
Bestowing upon you the title Man's Best Friend
But unwilling to share and part with an inch of borrowed land
How dare we likened the nadir of things to you then?
When some even bite the hands that feed them

I pray, lovely canines
Hoping that you'd find joy in this wretched world
Not to be thrown out with irresponsible caprice
To the strays, that you'd find fleeting acts of kindness
A bite of food, a pat; temporal warmth in a cold surrounding

It is nice brushing your head and rubbing your chest
To feed you and witness your gratitude - a wagging tail


 

Sunday, 18 January 2009

Ah! Dang lizards, ants, and roaches. Mozzies too.

When we see them, we're quick to grab the strategically placed aerosol can and direct its nozzle at the "enemy". For ants, we'd spray a white liquid to repel them. But lizards are driving us up the wall. Yet to try out the purported non-toxic lizard spray in the store though.

Now, however much we love other living creatures we can't stand the irritation and the sight of some of them. I forgot to mention mozzies as well. Can you fault me for killing them just to protect myself and my household from harm and possible diseases?

I don't go hunting for them down the water pipes nor do I disturb the ant mound in the garden and end up destroying half the area. When they stay in their zone and I in mine, then we'd coexist together. Take home words: coexist, harm, protect, disturb.

A friend and her scorpion sting terminology gave me this idea to include mozzies, roaches, ants and lizards. Like I said, I'd stop when I'm not provoked. A ceasefire. Sometimes, insects do learn from all the conditioning. The same can't be said about humans though.

Friday, 16 January 2009

Religious or Spiritual?

I've heard this phrase: I'm not religious but I'm spiritual. It was amusing the first time I heard of it but like all things seen or heard, it may not mean anything to me then. But being religious or spiritual does have differences/do make a difference; the former being all work, drama and routine.

I've learn to always remind people around me and people who comes to me, with tears in their eyes, that a monster who professes a certain faith is in essence a human - fallen one I may add. Surely in our journey through life, we've met with hypocrites such as these and myself like many tend to see that even the atheists and agnostics are better, nicer, and warmer people. They don't blow their tops whilst preaching love every Sunday. We see perpetual kindness compared to smiles only on Sundays, and a different demeanour on Mondays through Fridays and Saturday being an alternate affair.

God asked us not to judge another but the Bible spoke about hypocrites too; about being light and being salt - in short a testimony. How often we hear terms like religious fanatic? Guess that comes from people trying to scare others with hellfire and doing what's right (charities, alms, prayers, fellowships, and the list goes on) but missing the core: Love.

With love comes corrections and to a certain extend, chastisement. But not a good round of berating and humiliation right? Wrong. This is certainly true and exist almost everywhere. To the meek and lowly, take heart and know that we're humans. As much as I don't buy this excuse, know that a religious person so eager in welcoming us to join his/her church is fallen; much like you and I.

Religion can never make one a good person. Today, it's filled with so many kinds of rules and conditions so much so the real teaching and its fundamentals are shrouded behind all the activities. Only when seeking God and understanding God-likeness take precedence over religious routines can one truly shine. Disagree? Understandable since this one comes from a human too huh?

And I wonder what happened to love and peace, as taught by every religion in the world...

Friday, 9 January 2009

Would You Be There - Redwan Ali

Something sweet to share with everybody. Click here to stream the song. The following lyrics are from here. It may not suit your taste but then I'm in the mood for ballads so enjoy it with me. This one goes out to my friends/companions/compatriots/loved one/Anonymous(es)/secret admirers/colleagues/superior/inferior... Lazy ones, mail me for the file.

Would You Be There
Redwan Ali

If I were blue, would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

Tuesday, 6 January 2009

APEX University: Excellence in All Aspects? Or...

I was somewhat proud when Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM) was chosen to be in the Accelerated Program for Excellence (APEX). Looking back on the many months since then, I see myself as naive to think that it'd benefit everyone. Since what I heard and perceive aren't substantiated, I'd just leave it out.

Then today, it was reported in the paper that students were manhandled because they were distributing leaflets (without getting prior approval) to invite students to witness the handing over of a memorandum calling for a free and fair university student council elections. As much as I loathe the sight of these security personnels who enforce a certain rule and shutting their eys to others, they're just following orders. What piqued my interest in posting about this matter is the kind of campus election we have here in Malaysia; modeled after the real elections in the real world.

Yes, we vote in secret and ballots are crossed. What I meant by modeled after the real world is that there are two factions: The Pro-University and the Pro-Mahasiswa (loosely translated as Pro-Student) who'd fight it out. The former and latter could be seen as parallels to the government and the opposition. What happens when you have two poles such as these? The usual indoctrination in which the "opposition" is the bad guy, and a destabilizing force - an anarchist kind of group deemed dangerous and doesn't deserve the students' votes.

What a big pile of crap. I'm not taking sides here but I sincerely feel that one running for office should contest under his own banner and not as a collective - be it the "government" or the "opposition". Why model after such a thing? Something interesting I observed is that these leaders from the pro-varsity side will speak the same thing as politicians in the radio, papers, and TV: vote for us and we'll make sure everyone is treated equally and that we'll achieve better things. Craps.

We're not after monetary perks but seeking one who'd voice out our needs without having to go through a board meeting or having to go through dilutions to make it more presentable to the higher ups. We have definitely heard elsewhere in the country, during campus elections, or reports regarding threats, intimidation, and confrontations between two groups. What the hell for?

So, what has 50 years of stable and strong governing taught the young; the so-called leaders of tomorrow? Is it "hold on to your seats and grow deeply entrenched roots"? Is it "tell the less-informed that only the governing body can guarantee progress"? One thing's for sure, we've successfully teach these leaders to follow blindly without any convictions. It's always a collective and there's no such a thing as a single and sincere vision.

Thus, we see today that we no longer have people who cared deeply about issues involving the students. If any, they'd just keep silent and follow the herd. The collective; where victory is almost always guaranteed. Anyone not with them is against them, against the establishment, the university. Crap.

I don't see the need for these government and opposition modelling and labelling. I see the need for one to speak up for truth and having no fear for it or for the repercussions thereafter. I see the need for students, myself included, to break out from these shell and have a leash around our necks all the time. When the time comes, we're free again but we've lost all we need for survival. End result? Lousy products.

A friend from South Korea spoke of secondary school students taking part in a conference called Model United Nations (MUN) organized by universities. For what MUN is all about, click here. I've never heard of it; imagine a 23 year old graduate hearing something alien from a 16 year old.

So, excellence doesn't wholly mean publishing lots and lots of papers. If not, the program would be called A3P (Accelerated Program for Paper Publications). It's about the students. It's about creating a person and not a robot. It's about producing bright/average graduates having his/her own convictions and views without having to get them from another person. Buck up and wake up if you're still resting on your laurels. From all the funding, by all means upgrade and build but don't neglect the unseen. It's high time students such as myself feel so unsure of things due to the leash and commands all these years. Stop having the notion that all elections and appointment to the student council need two groups of people fighting it out. It should be individual. Each with his or her aim. It's time one group be endorsed and painted as the "good guy". The University (notice the capitalized "U", I won't interfere in other varsities) should appoint to office victorious candidates and make clear it's neutrality towards the elections. I believe they call it non-partisan?

The university has some very bright staff and some excellent lecturers. Myself am fortunate to learn from and work with a few people whom I can speak to freely. One who gives me space to grow to whatever size I can grow. For all these plus points can be seen as a masterpiece but like all masterpieces, one flaw is magnified and frowned upon. Have we seen imperfect paintings? That of Mona Lisa or those frescoed by Rennaisance artists in the Sistine Chapel? Long as it may take to complete but the goals were set and people toiled to finish it.

Hence, model after the Rennaisance. After the UN; or if the UN is seen as powerless, after the Arab League. After all, these are bodies with a proven track record. Why model after a nation whose leaders and system has sown discord and caused conflict among its people? What more, a proven record of corruption (Transparency International, 2007).

Sunday, 4 January 2009

Fishermen to be Fined - I Second That

If educating the masses on animal rights failed, then swift punishment should come. People just don't give a damn if a particular creature is endangered and they hunt them for food, for handbags and shoe, and some perhaps for a show.

Those guys, breadwinners they may be, who caught the whale shark ought to be fined just for not releasing the fish. These men are pro at deep sea fishing and I'm sure they'd know how much they've caught or in this case, how heavy.



Was it, it got stuck in the net so we have no choice but to bring it back to beach? Accidents yes but they'd do more than just hauling it to land. The kids would be like, "Wow, they caught a big fish. Wonder what's next!". There goes all the efforts to educate them on the importance of protecting and preserving wildlife. Rather than bickering on whether to use English or Bahasa Malaysia as the medium of instruction in school, think of how you'd make learning fun. My friends in Korea are saying how tough and competitive school is as well as the university entrance exam. Here, everything is so carefree. Time to get people who knows about Science to be part of the panel responsible for the subject's syllabi. Grr...

And this comes after a rubber tapper was detained with a sun bear in his possession - dead. What now? Virility again? Contact Pfizer please; or click here.

Well, these are my thoughts. I just feel that they'd just get off easily. Who cares about an endangered animal. Profit comes first and the end justifies the means, so they say.

Thursday, 1 January 2009

Fireworks and Fiery Skies

A boom from afar heralds a new year
In a peaceful place, an explosion causes no fear
Yet faraway someone looks up with a tear
Hoping the next boom doesn't come near

Lest we forget the New Year is another number
For some, the continuity of yet another sneer and jeer
Whilst we indulge in a glass of beer amidst all the cheer
Know that some cling desperately, to life so dear

Ne'er forget that in some other places
People look for signs; for friendly faces
Therefore, make attempts this year
To be sensitive; into the other world we peer.
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