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Thursday, 11 September 2008

The APEX and Nadir in Penang

What goes up do, occasionally come down - quite true given the post-March events. Never mind that. Was having an after-dinner talk when the subject of Penang came up - the elections, USM, war cries. Think zenith-nadir or crest-trough.

from Wikipedia
With the APEX status conferred upon USM, I do hope better equipments and also a revamp in its syllabi come along. All I hear is money and more money. It's true what one says how local varsities churning out less-than-able graduates. Not that I'm any better; I feel there are much more things that ought to be incorporated into the 14 weeks of studies each semester. One would rebut by saying students are suppposed to learn and find out by themselves. Why bother going to lectures since what was thought is so basic that one could look it up on the net or better still, past year examination questions.

They could extend the period of study to four years and cut down on the amount of courses for a given specialization instead make each one more detailed. What's the use of Immunology when you only study B-cells? A year (two semesters) consists of only 28 weeks. Only 84 weeks is needed to complete a 3-year degree programme. Fantastic.

What's the rush in pumping out so many graduates? Hmm... Since when did I intend to rant about local varsities, USM in particular? Who am I to speak out against it? It'll take another five years before anyone will pay any thoughts to it.

Let's just hope the status wouldn't mean more money for research but also for the undergraduates as well since what goes up do come down and I hate to see that happen to USM. Perhaps, an up and a down would give rise to a more harmonic state of living for Penang and the nation as a whole?

Tuesday, 9 September 2008

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Yet another composition without an apt title...

Here I am
‘Neath the dark expanse of the universe
Sparsely studded with twinkling diamonds
As the Northern Light unfurls in the night skies
So is my memory as it unfolds before my eyes

Not long ago on a similar plain
Two souls were seen laughing as they ran
Sharing and reaping the rewards of life
Facing and experiencing, too, the cruelty of life

Up the highlands and down the valley
Spending hours together on the prairie
Talking, laughing and sometimes arguing
Till the sun sets late in the evening

Off they go exploring the landscape
On an ever-faithful beast till late
Although a goodbye at the end of the day
Never a sorrow as they’ll meet some other day

Come fall, winter, spring and summer
In a jiffy it’s already a year
Still they hold each other dear
Not knowing that the end is near

Came the blizzard in the winter
Swept them apart none the gentler
Off they go in different directions
Taking along sweet memories and quiet emotions

Here I am
Beholding as the aurora fades away
Into the orange hue of dawn
As the sun sets to rise in the horizon
Yet I’m still deluged by nostalgia in my mind’s thoroughfare

O, how beautiful as the eye of heaven opens
Bringing life to the otherwise sleepy land
For another new day returns
And beckons me to complete the tasks at hand

Sunday, 7 September 2008

Abandon ship!

The man at the helm
Steering tirelessly for over 2 decades
Going through storms and waves
O'er bergs and raging seas
Into tranquility
Greeted by the golden rays of sunshine.

The man at the helm
Steering tirelessly for over 2 decades
Into the age of development
Of Science and of Technology
Achievements after achievements
Are recorded in the pages of history
From the highest peak to the sub-zero pole
Thus, we are no more behind
But are known to the world.

The man at the helm
Steering tirelessly for over 2 decades
Going against gravity
When everything's down and flat
Rising again by our own effort
Holding on to our Vision and the 'Malaysia Boleh' spirit
Setting an example for the Third World nations.

The man at the helm
Steering tirelessly for over 2 decades
A great captain he is
Gaining honour; earning respect wherever he sails
We owe it to him and his crew
Who made this country the best place to live in
Although the leadership is passed on
The ship never stops sailing
Memories to be cherished
He is the living hero; the national hero.
Beloved Captain, we salute thee!


We're now well-known for all the wrong reasons. Then there's this statesman undoing things he's done for the last 2 decades. Bravo! A toast to the captain and thence a toss overboard.

Wednesday, 3 September 2008

A Year of Light-Ups


Its a year and 10 days of lighting up, albeit intermittently, in this inconspicuous corner of cyberspace.
The word cloud piccie was created at Wordle based on the frequently used as well as recent words.
No price for guessing the most common words used though.
Cheers!
Oh yes, the name of a racist is in the cloud. I have no choice.

Monday, 1 September 2008

Anak siapa? Example of the undergraduate years

An eye for an eye. Stern actions. Sedition Act. Those are the calls. Google along these keywords: Ahmad Ismail, penumpang, pendatang and you'd get hits commenting on the recent remarks made by Ahmad "I don't mean it" Ismail.

No, not another bashing but a piece of my mind on the Bangsa Malaysia everyone (well, not everyone) hopes to achieve - in the distant future.

Whilst many hope that the "Race" column in application forms would be romoved and say, a political party which would do away with these 51-year racial policies and mentalities, it wouldn't be a success save on in a superficial manner; no different than the superficial call of equality for all races we that we have now.

Perhaps with time and the passing of the current generation that the next generation would be thought this concept of Satu Bangsa - but don't count on no parents who wouldn't inculcate some forms of racism in their children, however minute.

I see myself fortunate to be studying in a school (missionary school actually where there were calls to remove the crucifix, that's beside the matter) which subscribes to the national syllabus and to be able to mingle with people from various races. Fast forward to now, I've graduated from a local university whereby in my three years of studies, the nicest people I've met are my Malay friends.

It's not particularly comforting to see - in words and actions - a one-race group that thinks they're suppose to stick together or they'll lose out. Fear.

Fear is the thing that drives one to behave in an antagonizing way towards another and it affects, evidently, both the majority and the minority. With fear comes polarization and division and you end up with discrete colours even in a sea of crowds. It may not be excessive to say that coming from a mono type of school do actually causes culture shock and it needs some getting used to. If the latter fails, alienation thus sets in.

(From Left: Yamin, Myself, Amar)

Get one or two friends (better still of different colours) and you'd get a snapshot like the above but frankly, it was taken that day when I called out to them as they walked by: they happily obliged. Then there's this university photographer who ask us to post for her camera. Guess such pictures are hard to come by except if one would look for paid posers. Lol.

My point? To achieve things such as Bangsa Malaysia or to be more current, Muhibbah/Perpaduan, it doesn't take one party or one race to start/stop doing a certain thing but it's more than that. To the bigots out there, it's to stop having the impression that your race is more superior, richer, more hardworking, the pioneer, or better off doing things alone. Stop pointing fingers at others, whichever group you belong to. After all, none of us are not guilty of being a racist at certain points in our lives.

Sometimes, it doesn't take a racist politician's sanctimonious drivel to fuel a racial dislike towards another but rather, the policy of the nation (call it a contract if you'd like to deny) and the blatant one-sidedness favouring certain groups of people that causes much discomfort and disappointment. What more, our founding fathers didn't sign us up for less of a citizen.

P.A. Lesson: Perlembagaan merupakan undang-undang tertinggi negara ini... I love the words supreme law as it gives a kind of security - and security for all. It takes more than just requests to change the Constitution. No fear, aite?

In a nutshell, I have but a few friends and not all are Chinese but all are Malaysians. It may draw laughter and ridicule when I answer to these questions: Hang anak sape? Hang ingat hang leh buat ape yang hang suka? Saya anak Malaysia. Ini tanah tumpah darah saya. Save to say, the last phrase entitled me to the rights guarded by the Constitution.

PS. Woe betide you, bigoted leaders/politicians who drive the wedge between races for your own selfish gains.

Saturday, 30 August 2008

"I Have A Dream..."

I have a dream - that would be the phrase many will utter at different points in their lives. It has been an eventful month of August and I was at the Motorola Scholarship and Gold Award Ceremony, held yesterday 29 August. The phrase strucked me while the awardees were delivering their speeches, though vastly different in contents from that of Martin Luther King's historical public speech, it is in essence what drives a person to achieve things.

Apart from the usual mispronunciations and the lovable Malaysian styles, the speeches were quite good-lah. These guys and gals do have what it takes to rise to the top and I shan't add another "Congratulations" to the heaps congratulatory messages already showered upon them.

Now, what was memorable and touching in particular were two speeches delivered. Both have similar growing-up situations but differs in motivation and future directions. One wish to break out, from what I perceived, hardship and another wants to go to the top and then give back to society in the form of educating youths to prepare them for the future. Ah, noble.

But hey, motivations and aims may change in the course of working and getting paid good money. I sincerely hope that the speeches delivered do contain true intentions and not merely to display ceremonial splendour. Did I hear anyone saying pomp? Yes, pomp.
To the critics and cynics: I'm not envious of them because I wasn't rewarded nor am I turning sour.

Got to accompany a friend there in her parent's stead, to be her "parent rep". Really happy for her and I must admit that it takes something more than just plain effort to get to where she is right now (I hope no one's reading this). And yeah, she's near comical throughout her speech. Am the youngest sitting in the section of seats reserved for papa and mama. Myself aside, I meant to put this forth: that there're many who missed many kinds of accolade for their hard efforts just because their grades and marks didn't manage to be up to the shortlist mark. It's ok you know. If the parents seated in the hall were proud of their little angels' and devils', I'm sure many others outside would also be proud-lah. It's a good thing what the company is doing - giving back and practising the role of a corporate citizen.

After the speech, award presentation, meal (in a really large hall filled with a long lines of tables and chairs), and tour (of the really huge facility and hearing some papa and mama muttering "It's like a jail here"), I was a bit tired but hey, I don't get to attend such thing everyday and then get to say I have so-and-so who's an awardee. And another thing which I took home, thanks to the speech, was Motorola is a global leader in wireless, automotive and broadband communications.

Another day before the nation's 51st birthday, here I am hammering away and asking myself why on Earth am I typing about the ceremony. Perhaps I never get the chance to tell and ask those bright guys and gals:
Hey, the world has enough technology and nothing more is going to make it better, maybe except to better pamper the rich. We already have telephone, cars, IMAX, and Internet (wireless now). Except for the creation of energy-saving lightbulbs to replace incandescent ones, has anyone thought of ways to drill water wells in Africa? No, I didn't ask you to stop working. By all means, enjoy your work in your line but make giving back to the needy your priority.

Yeah, I know I'm out of my mind. Congratulations anyway.

Friday, 29 August 2008

Broken Swing

The life-giving sphere shuts soon
A blanket pulled o’er the land
A cherished bough was hewn
Lifeless wood I clutch in my hand

The twilight moments were the hardest
When fear and dread grip the heart – tightest
Anticipating the end was the worst
Emotional fountain waiting to burst

Off came one of the trusty jute
I should’ve noticed the splitting fibres
Upset and angry refusing to be soothed
What can be said and done no longer matters

Mustering all my strength and courage
To ponder, wonder, and relive one last time
Teary vista, vivid image
Bittersweet events etched in the mind

Was I asking to be pushed all the time?
Back and forth forgetting the patient pusher
Nay, for I believe to request is not a crime
But then again, I could’ve done it in a way far milder

Over time and weather
Tacit replies confirmed my fear
The swinging becomes heavy and slow
When responses and expressions grew cold

Let the wood be a blunt reminder
To hold on to what’s dear
Or I could use it when I become the pusher
Making sure to strike between the ears
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